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[20 Jan 2010|08:31am] |
Welcome to the Morium System journal. We welcome all new friends and guests, however we do ask that you read our bio before adding or commenting. We do have a few rules, and would appreciate you taking the time to read them, and also get to know us a bit better.
If you would like to add this journal, please comment in this entry with who you are, and whether or not you are a system journal, a plural, or just a singular. Sorry if this seems a bit excessive, but it makes it easier on us.
Thank you for stopping by!
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| ethan |
[22 Jul 2005|01:57am] |
i hate everyone. i realy do. it's such a pile of sh%t that clair gets to boss us around. and ali's lady mom too. i hate them. it seems like the system f%cked up again or something. i've been stuck for days and days. none of us were allowed on here cuz alise got in trouble. stupid b%tch got caught sneeking out with her silly friends and they went to some movie. so to be "fair" they grounded us all. that's such a load of crap. really don't you guys agree. anyhow i decided i wanted to update fuirst coz finaly it wasn't me gettin us busted.
i haven't done sh%t all week except sit and stare and do homework. it's so stupid to punish me.
they should make it up to me
--ethan
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| Morium Update |
[14 Apr 2005|01:09am] |
Sorry we've not updated in so long. Unfortunately, we're here to report that Alise has had mononucleousis, and has been bedridden for quite some time. On a happy note, she is recovering well, and is able to get out of bed for short periods of time. But while she's resting, she's been asking about all of you friends out there, and will be allowed to spend time at the computer to write a real entry soon. Ethan is going nuts to get out of bed, and the rest of us are quite restless as well. We hope to be up and well very soon!
Claire
(this entry was typed by "Mother" for the system)
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| All About My School by Alise |
[21 Feb 2005|07:12am] |
Hi again! So many of you have asked about my school. It's a really great place, but I'm not allowed to say the name coz Mom says it's not a good idea. But I'll tell you all about it!
Before everyone really knew that there was a bunch of us here, I went to a normal school with alot of kids. Switching was scary because we didn't know what was going on, and the other kids didn't either. None of the teachers understood, and thought I was just messing around. Lucky for me, my mom took me to doctors and we eventually figured out what was going on. I couldn't go to normal school, exspecially when we didn't have a very good system. So my mom and aunt homeschooled me until we could all get along.
Once Morium came together, and we started learning how to control n deal with switching, Mom started looking for small schools that would understand. We still can't totally control the switching, and sometimes we still don't even know when it happens, but it's alot better now then it was six years ago. Claire has been the biggest help, coz she's so smart and organized. But anyway, mom found a really great school and had the principal and my teacher come to meet with her and Dr. Sanders before they enrolled me. All the grown-ups and Claire sat down, and they talked for a long time about me. I didn't know I was that smart, but my mom really thinks so! They knew that it would be a challenge for me to be a normal kid in school, but they were really understanding. I even came out front for awhile and talked to them.
The first day I went to school was scary. I didn't know what to expect. I had to be in front because Dr. Sanders, Mom, and Claire asked me to and told me it was really important. Ethan promised to stay really close to me in case I got scared or anyone messed with me! Dr. Sanders came with me, and the secratary walked me to my class, and Mr. Moores greeted me at the door. Dr. Sanders and I stood up in front of my class, and he asked me to introduce myself and Morium. They told us about this beforehand, so Claire helped everyone write a little speech for this. Claire wrote it all down on a paper, and I remember I was so nervous that it was shaking! But I just read it and all the kids listened. I introduced myself first, and then I got really scared. I had never talked about Morium to other people before, except for Dr. Sanders. Claire almost fronted, but I was able to hold on and calm down. I told the kids that I was very special becaus I have a family in my head too, and that most of them are really neat people. I told them about Claire, Ethan, Alex and some of the others that come front sometimes. Then Mr. Moores spoke a little about us, and told my class that it wasn't scary at all, just special. Some of the kids had questions, and me and Dr. Sanders tried our best to answer. I really felt like they were curious and didn't hate me or be scared of me at all!
After the introducing, I was shown to my seat. Dr. Sanders stayed with us ALL day, to make sure we were ok. Claire fronted for a long time, because I was really nervous and tired from speaking in front of everyone. Ethan came out at lunch because he didn't want no one to mess with us, but Dr. Sanders made sure he didn't do anything mean! A girl named Megan was really nice and asked us to sit with her. Ethan had to try really hard not to act like himself coz we still weren't sure how they'd take us. It was funny to watch him try to act like me, I was giggling so loud Claire had to shooosh me! But we accidently switched coz I think strong emotions make us do it too, and I was up front. I talked to all the girls and exspecially Megan. She said it's so cool that I have like built in best friends. I never thought of that! It made me very happy to have Morium. Megan and I have been best friends since then, and that's been a long time ago!
Most of the students switch classes during the day. I didn't know how this would go at first, but my other teacher is really nice too. She is very understandind and helpful. I like Mrs. Winder a lot, even though she doesn't let us goof off much. My best subject is english coz I love reading and writing stories. I even won a contest for my poem once!
It hasn't all been that good though. Alot of people in my town who found out were really mad! They didn't want their kids going to school with a crazy person. This really hurt my feelings, because I don't think I'm crazy at all. I think I'm lucky to have Morium, and that they're jealous! But the teachers, kids, and my mom and Dr. Sanders had a big meeting at school. The parents of the other kids were allowed to ask questions. The body didn't go at all coz we couldn't all agree. But Mom told Claire all about it, and she told us. It went good, although it changed a few things. We now have that little class at the begining of the year for new students and parents. Nobody from Morium has to be there, so we don't go.
A newspaper lady also got really mad. She wrote a story about how it's bad that Mom and Dr. Sanders encourage me to keep playing make-believe. That's what she called Morium. I got so mad, and Ethan threw the newspaper against the wall! She also said that the school was bad for taking me, and they also let me play make-believe instead of get better. There was a huge response from people in my town when she wrote this, and it was all because they disagreed with her! I didn't even know so many people cared about me until then! Nothing more bad was said about it in the paper, but sometimes people still make fun of us, and even a few people are afraid of us.
But overall, everyone is really nice and understanding. Megan and Sarah are so used to us, we all make jokes together! They joke Claire helps me cheat on my tests, but they know she doesn't. ^_^ I have been going to my school for a long time, and I have lots of friends. We still switch without warning though, but everyone who knows me is getting really used to asking who's up front. I feel like I'm a really normal kid there, and I have alot of fun. But it's still school, and sometimes I wish I could make someone else go instead of me, but Dr. Sanders says that's not right. A very big rule of Morium is we're not allowed to use the system for special privilages or bad things.
I hope this answers some questions all you have. If not, I love comments so please ask!!
Lots of love,
Alise
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| weekend!!!!!! - Alise |
[19 Feb 2005|02:18pm] |
It's awesome. I did nothing but sit on the couch and eat candy and pizza yesterday. There was alot of good movies on, so I vegged out and talked to Meg on the phone until mom yelled. I dunno if it was the food on the couch or the phone, but I had to sweep the kitchen. She's been so cool about chores since I got over the flu. I still don't feel that great, but I got to go back to school on friday.
The only weird thing that happened is Ethan switched at school again. I hate when he does that bcuz it scare my friends kinda. But the switch kinda confuses us, so they usually notice before Ethan says anything. At least he's not mean anymore and tries not to switch at school. He just HATEHATEHATES Dr.Pepper and I was drinking it so it made us switch like without knowing. I didn't know that he could tell but I guess he was just close to the front enough to notice.I think he has a crush on Jen, this senior that sits at our lunch table. I can kinda feel him up close more at lunch, and I don't think it's just my weird lunches. ~_^ I won't tell her though, not cuz it's weird for her, but cuz I don't wanna hurt Ethan if she like, freaks out. Besides, it's CUTE!!! ^_^
Claire says I'm ok to go look for a few communities. We kinda decided we could each pick three in total. That's gonna be cool. I wonder if there's any other kids my age out there. And Claire n Ethan will LOVE having their own friends. I dunno much about Alex, since he just started talking to me.
Whatever... I'm rambling so bad!! ^_^
Talk to ya later!,
Alise
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| Online? - Claire |
[17 Feb 2005|10:18am] |
It seems we're surviving the jump from paper to print quite well. I've only managed to get our first paper entries archived, but I should have time to work on them this evening. I'm enjoying this new twist to the project most fully, although Alise is stamping her little foot right now. She wants so very much for us to join a few communities, as she's very curious about other people like us. I told her we need to get our journal together a little more before we really venture out, but I don't think it will hurt to look at communities for a bit today.
Now that she's placated for a bit, I can get down to the real reason I needed a moment. Sometimes it's so hard for me (and others like Alex, I'm sure) to be in this host. I love her dearly, and know that she needs me, but it's difficult. I'm a woman that should be marrying soon, thinking of children. Of course the host body does not allow this, nor would I ever persue the issue. But I watch the TV and I get so lonely sometimes. Perhaps someday, I will find the love of a man. Until then, I have my novels and my soap operas.
I also got some work done around the house today. Mother was pleased, and asked me if I would like a special dinner. She is getting really good at asking who is there before adressing us, and in turn we are better and urging the one she needs to talk to forward. We still switch without warning fairly often, but we are definately making strides in control and communitcation.
Claire
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| Archive Entry - Journal Project, first impressions - Alex |
[04 Jan 2005|10:06am] |
Hello there, Journal! I'm Alex, and I'm supposed to write my feelings. Not really good at being up here, and I can't control the hands so well, so hopefully we won't be graded on handwriting.
I do not know what to write here yet, but I'm sure I will soon.
Until Then,
Alex
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| Archive Entry - Journal Project, first impressions - Ethan |
[03 Jan 2005|10:06am] |
yeah. i don't want to do this crap, but i always get in sh*t if i don't listen to doc. i like her i guess but this sh*t with the homework is lame. i barely get any time since i f*cked up and drew a star on THE arm. get that? i can't even call it mine with claire breathing down my neck. i can feel her watching me even when i'm frontin, and it p*sses me off.
as soon as she calms down -yeah rite- i'm going to talk to Alise about getting a tattoo. i want some kind of skull or something. i need more alone time without them watching. i wish they would trust me a little.
o well, i guess this jouranl thing is ok since i get to say what i want. maybe it wont be so bad.
--ethan
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| Archive Entry - Journal Project, first impressions - Alise |
[02 Jan 2005|10:06am] |
Oh boy. I'm so confused by the last visit to the doctor. She seems so nice, but she gives us tricky tasks. How am I s'posed to keep a journal with the system without upsetting anyone? I mean, I'm gonna talk about my feelings, and they just have to deal with it, I guess.
I'm happy we get our own section. Between the others, I'd go insane trying to keep my stuff seperate. I can't stnand people in my writing when I'm not done.
I'm only going to use my new pink pen. It's so girly and cute. And maybe my puppy shaped stamper and pink ink. Something to make my entries MINEMINEMINE! :) I sound like a spoiled brat, but oh well.
Gotta get ready for school though.
Cya!
Alise
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| Archive Entry - Journal Project, first impressions. - Claire |
[01 Jan 2005|10:06am] |
When I first heard Dr. Sanders introduce the idea of a group journal, I was a bit skeptical. We have a good relationship, and I was quite frank with her. It seems that she's convinced it will not only give us a personal space to vent and have time to ourselves, but also help us get to know each other better. As usual, the System had a go-around about it. Most of the group opted not to participate. It was assumed I would, since I do like keeping a journal.
I think it will be an interesting project, and I hope it goes well. I would hate to see just pages of petty bickering.
Wish us luck!
Claire
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